I almost ran out of gas on my way home from class this morning. The gas light came on when I got into East Bend. Thankfully I made it home.

I think Deanna and I are going to hang out tonight since both of us are actually off work at the same time. I am going to see if she wants to go to Winston. Go see a movie, get some food, something like that.

I need to go get my paycheck and go to the bank. I really want to change the sheets on my bed today also. And wash some clothes since I have none.

I took a shower this morning so that's out of the way.


I am going to work on some homework for a little bit until she calls me and lets me know she's at home and all that jazz.

Although I am off of work tomorrow and Thursday I still have class and my psychology group needs to have some sort of meeting because presentations are due at the end of this month.

I hope I have enough gas to get to class in the morning.

I sent off some books and such today and I didn't go to class today or yesterday and I definately need to stop ditching it.

I made an appointment with my student advisor today.

I took my math test this morning and totally nailed it. I can't wait to see my grade on it. My psychology test is tomorrow since she postponed it. I think I will pass it, by how much... I'm not sure.

My mom has been really sick since yesterday. She is throwing up and can't keep any food down. My grandparents took her to Urgent Care while I was at work and all I know is that she was dehydrated and they had to run an IV in her.

I have to work tomorrow night and then I don't know about the weekend yet. Probably all day Sunday but I'm not sure about Saturday.

I didn't get to register for classes today because I found out my advisor's office isn't located on the main campus and I am not sure how to get to the Mazie Woodruff Center where it is. I will call her tomorrow and see if she can help me register over the phone or just give me directions and make me an appointment sometime next week.

I saw Brody's mom on campus today and we talked over a cigarette for a little bit.

My dad's big truck is having problems. He's stranded somewhere and someone is supposed to come and fix his truck so he can get home. He sounded so tired and he really needs to get home and get some rest.

I have a little bit of math homework that I don't even feel like doing because I'm tired.

After work I went to get my check cashed. A whole $88. I got me some dinner and put $40 worth of gas in the truck since I will be driving it for right now. Yesterday someone stole the turning signal off of the front of my car while I was in class. So I am afraid to drive it because I may get pulled over and ticketed. I can't take that chance.

The remaining money I have from my check I need to put in the bank tomorrow to send to the credit card company. I have books that need to be mailed off for Amazon. All I have is $27. I am so fucking broke and I hate it.

I may have to put off sending the books until later. Which is awful because I really need to send them at the latest tomorrow. but my credit card bill, I can't afford to have it late again. They charge too much.

Mama ordered us new cellphones last night. We now will be having service through Verizon Wireless. The phones should either be here tomorrow or definately on Saturday. I'm excited. I got a Black Cherry LG Chocolate. Hopefully it works well. It's going to be hard getting used too since it isn't a flip phone.

My feet hurt.

I am just sitting here going through all of my books deciding what I want to get rid of and what I don't want to get rid of. My bookshelf is too small for all of them and other people should be able to read them so I am selling them up on Amazon.

I need to go over some of my math homework and try and review somehow for this test in psychology tomorrow.

I need to take a shower and finish cleaning up my room.

I have to go in to work tomorrow at 2 and work with Velvet. I am not really looking forward to it but so far this week I have got some decent hours, so I need it. I went job hunting this morning and it was pointless. No one is hiring, which I understand. So Stephanie and I just kind of dicked around at the mall. She bought some stuff and I just chilled.

I stayed with Brody last night. I went over there after work because he wanted to talk to me about some things. He wanted me to stay over so I did and felt like I was going to freeze while trying to sleep.

Ms. Crooks e-mailed me today to ask how I was feeling and to tell me about what they have been doing in class and when our test is. Obviously she hasn't dropped me so I am glad about that. I e-mailed her back telling her I would be back in class tomorrow. I just dread psychology tomorrow. I have to at least make a 70 on the test and I haven't even looked at the chapters. And that is no one's fault but my own.

Work yesterday was almost a breeze. I got there and was told they had no customers all day... because the registers were down and they couldn't even open the store. I got so excited and after about an hour and a half of doing nothing our district manager called and Christy got some code from him to put in the register to see if it worked. It did. It sucked. We had to open. uggh. It wasn't too bad. Not as bad as Friday. That shit sucked.

We are closed today since it's Easter and then I have to go in tomorrow at 2 and work the night with Danielle. It shouldn't be too bad. We usually aren't too busy on Mondays.

I am off on Tuesday and after math I am going to go see if my advisor can talk to me about registration or make an appointment with her for when she can. Then I am spending the rest of my time in Winston job hunting. I can't go on with only 15-20 hours a week. I can't run on that. Just with the money I need for gas a week would take every bit of that money. So I am going to check around Winston and then go to Clemmons and maybe Lewisville and see if there is anything.

I dyed my hair brown today. Not dark brown but a light, golden brown. So far I like it. I need to do something to darken my eyebrows just a little bit but I like the color a lot.

I am starting a diet/eat better plan tomorrow. My mom has lost 60 pounds on her diet so far and she's doing great. I really need to get myself healthier. Starting with the way I eat and not smoking anymore.

I could take a nap right now. Mama should be home from Church soon and then I will have to listen to her yell at me about cleaning my room when we aren't eating until 5 this evening.

I have a psychology test this coming Wednesday on 2 chapters I haven't even looked at yet. I thought the test was this coming Friday and if I don't pass it I'll be fucked because I really need to pass it. Plus, I need to kind of catch myself up in math.

Damn, so much to do today.

After working 11 1/2 hours today when I was only supposed to work 4, I am pretty damn tired. Brittany called in sick with a stomach ache and since she covered for me this past Monday when I was sick, I figured I could at least do the same for her. Although I need the money and it is only fair of me to also help her out I don't know if she was actually sick. She is off of work tomorrow and Sunday so doing this she got the entire weekend off. I don't know because I am not going to point fingers. But I know I am tired as fuck. We did twice as much as we normally ever do today. Almost $5,000. That's a lot for us anytime. I was supposed to work in the morning but I asked Pam to switch shifts with me so I wouldn't have to work all day today and then go right back in tomorrow morning. Thinking about it now though, I wish I would have just kept my morning shift to just go ahead and get that shit out of the way. At least I work with Christy tomorrow night though.

I bought me a new purse while I was at work. I shouldn't have due to my money issues but oh fucking well. I bought it anyway. It was the only one like it that we had left and I didn't want to lose it because I am afraid we won't get anymore in.

My mother finally decided to go grocery shopping today. I was amazed.

Work wasn't too bad today but my legs are killing me from it. They will just not stop aching.

I am going in to work in the morning and I cannot wait until my shift tomorrow is open because then I have to work on Saturday morning. I am off on Sunday since it is Easter and the store is closed.

I really want to find a header for my layout but I don't feel like searching for one or making one tonight.

I think I am going with my mom tomorrow while she gets her nails done. It will be something to get me out of the house.

Brody asked me to come over tonight but I just decided to stay here at home and I told him that I may come over on Saturday night since neither one of us has to get up on Sunday morning.

I got paid today a big $76.00. After filling my car up, buying a couple of groceries, and breaking down I bought a pack of cigarettes. So I barely have anything left.. big fucking surprise though right? It never takes a lot. I have 4 CDs to mail off tomorrow so that will take part of it.

I hate that I go week to week being broke.

I was going to just count my entries through the subject lines but I am already sick of that.

I have yet to go to bed and in a way I want too but then again I just want to stay awake.

I have been ordered to wash the dishes before I go to work today.

Earlier I wanted to leave and just go stay with Brody because mama and daddy just decided to argue about his job for a while and it always bothers me when they argue. I had to listen to it enough when I was younger, I really just don't feel like hearing it now. I am still at home though only because I barely have any gasoline in my car and I didn't want to have to take Moses with me over there.

For yet another day I have sat here in front of the television screen wasting away on my computer. I just don't feel like doing anything else. I had planned on going to get my paycheck today if they were there but I never did so oh well. I will just get it tomorrow when I get to work and then cash it on Friday after I leave work. Maybe then I won't spend my money before the weekend. Although there is going to be hardly any money there to spend. I have to fill my car up with gas ($30) and then whatever is left either give half to Deanna as a payment to her or use it all towards a credit card payment. My credit card company is going to have to recieve this months payment in two installments...

I stayed at Brody's last night and it was alright. He woke me up at 2 this morning wanting some sexual favor. I'm not sure what he wanted but all he got was a hand job and then I went back to sleep. I sleep in at his house until around 12:30 this afternoon and then I came home.

I put some CD's for sale on Amazon today and hopefully I will sale them all because I need the money.

I really need to get my tax papers together tonight so I can mail them off tomorrow.

My mom and grandma want me to go with them to church this Sunday since it's Easter. I really do not want too and don't see why I should have too. They know how I feel about it because I have told them on countless occassions. It's not that I am against going to church for Easter. Just against going to that church for Easter. All of the people are backstabbing, gossiping, hags. It's just aggravating.

My greatest accomplishment so far in my life would have to be making it successfully through high school. I am only 18 years old so I haven't had a chance to pursue my future career yet but now that I have started college, I feel as if I am on my way. I think I have finally decided I want to pursue a degree in English and am going to go to Forsyth Tech until I am able to transfer to a four year college. I still want to go into the Peace Corps if at all possible though. I just hope I can be successful thoughout my college years.

I am sitting at Deanna's and she has went to tell her employer she has found a new job. I am debating on whether I want to go to Brody's or not. I want too but then again I don't. We almost started arguing on the phone over stupid shit that doesn't even deal with us. It deals with my mother and how it pisses him off. Although I can sleep at his house better than I can at mine and in the morning I will have peacefulness until I decide to go home.

I do not have to work tomorrow and to be honest, it's a relief. I go in on Thursday night and I am going to work on Friday morning. I was told I could come in whenever on Friday and just work for four hours. I am going in that morning to get it out of the way and so I can be off that night. To me, it's the most logical thing to do.

Tomorrow I need to go over my work in math while I am off and put my room completely back together. I need to vacuum my room and put my bookshelf back together.

My first entry ever with Livejournal but I needed a new, fresh start. I've been sick for the past few days and I can almost breathe today and it's amazing. I haven't been able to breathe through my nose for sometime now. It has been nice getting to be lazy but I need to go back to work because if I don't I am going to be so fucking broke it's going to be sad. This week's paycheck is already going to be bad enough and I don't want to factor next week into that as well. They are supposed to call me tonight and let me know what the situation is going to be for me for the rest of the week or at least tomorrow anyway. 

I e-mailed my math teacher this morning and hopefully she recieves it and lets me know about what she has went over for the past few days or of course, she'll be a bitch and not even reply to my e-mail.

I thought about going to stay the night at Brody's tonight but he has been in somewhat of a bad mood here lately because he has quit smoking and I don't want to go over there if he is going to be pissy. I don't want to take the risk of being verbally assaulted. I just don't feel like going through that today. 

My spring break from classes starts after today. Therefore no class for the rest of the week and I can sleep in the rest of the week but of course I didn't go to class today or yesterday due to my sickness. I haven't done a fucking thing productive since Friday to be honest. And i worked Friday night. I was supposed to work Sunday and I called in because I just wasn't feeling up too it and then called in yesterday because I was still coughing up some stuff and blowing my nose off of my face. I went to get a doctor's note yesterday and picked up yet another antibiotic. 

All I have done today is sit here on the couch and watch movies. So far I've watched RV, Zathura, Monster House, and The Goonies. And eat.
Speaking of eat, I am hungry now.